this place is so empty, my thoughts are so tempting

Sunday, April 20, 2008

I MISS YOU GUYS!

HMMM. So now, everyone is busy busy busy. I AM HAVING HOLIDAYS SOON!!! WOO~ Are you guys free? HEHE. Because unless you guys somehow pop up in my school, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SEE YOU GUYS?

and she got bumped again,
the bunny who is missing the guenathians, and loving the first ever entry they made together. XD

Saturday, December 29, 2007

remember that day in SR library?

those days seem so far away already, though it's just 1 month, 1 week and 1 day ago.

can't remember that we used to mug like hell right?

haha, before 2007, which is the year of the most horrendous mugging periods of our lives so far officially ends, here's the reminder from ME!!

i still remember i was supposed to study GP with ethel pei that day, when we discovered that our erasers are so opposite in their sizes. and according to ethel, they contradict our own sizes. haha!

now jungui's eraser joins in. but hers has no contradictions leh. no chemistry with ours la. hahaha.

we spent an embarrassing but super funny moment at SAC taking biscuits( and to be rolled eyes at by jiaqing) and risked our limbs and heads being chopped off by the library auntie to munch on those crunchy things on her territory. And we still had the xian2 qing2 to take a picture of it as remembrance.

hmm, i miss those biscuits, though they gave me a horrible sore throat.

pretty picture taken by ME! another de-stresser for us. it actually came as a brilliant idea as we intend to send this pic to wenhui and see his reaction. but luckily we remembered that no picture of ours will be safe in his phone, so we changed our target. our next target became ng jiaqing, who was just sitting tables away. and perharps being a woodblock as he is, he didnt feel any vibration when the MMS came! so jungui took her brother( also known as jun hua)'s phone and called ng jiaqing to make him SEE HIS PHONE!

he saw it, and replied back to my phone: 'dotx'

omg, isn't he sounding like SOMEONE? haha!

our next target was jeremy teo. i forgot whether it was this pic we sent him. i think it shld be another one. a drawing by eunice where there's 2 happy girls with a heart in between them. yes, jungui sent that to him. her confession to him!!! haha!

till today, i think jeremy is still confused abt the motive of the pic! haha!

now now, it's only 2 days before it's 2008!

speaking of which, let me sidetrack a bit huh.

it's 29th dec today and it's liang jin ru concert!

ohh well, the focus's not on her, but on her guest singer!

it's my dearest ashin! omg, imagine, he's here in singapore but i'm not able to see him! gosh, my heart aches..

i want to know the hotel he stays in!

i wanna stalk him! LOL

ohh yes, 2 days before 2008. a brand new year for all of us.

seriously, this year is one of the best but one of the worst years i ever had in my tiny puny 18 years of my life.

not to mention extremely shocking towards the end of the year.

very very eventful ehh?

i got really afraid of my studies, tired of everything, had an identity crisis, emo-ed ALOT, cried ALOT, held back tears ALOT too.

but i'm proud of myself too!

i managed to go through all these and still emerge as one whole piece!! and still smiling. =)

i'm still alive!!

it's already so difficult to meet when it's 2007.

so wat do u all think abt 2008?

i believe it will still be the same bah.

although i believe few of ur will actually bother to read this blog anymore, but i still have to get this out of me.

hey ladies, it may be freaking difficult to meet but at least we must keep in touch, all right?

all those plans we had, hunk-watching, chalets, x'mas parties, even opening a shop.

perharps we'll have them someday?

and let's not forget we are supposed to be invited to one another's wedding and celebrating our first jobs. =)

happy 2008 to all of u!

love ya girls!

mozzie

Friday, December 21, 2007

My most meaningful xmas present!

YEAH!!!

TODAY i had my 1st blood donation..

i m indeed experiencing a feeling of great satisfaction!!!

1 pac of my blood can save 3 lives!!! i m goin to donate more next time!!!=)

my most meaningful xmas gift!!

guigui

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Dearest Guenathians

WHOAWHOAWHOA. When did you guys know about it? OKAY! Here to confess, I do like this guy named AHEM... YOU-KNOW-WHAT. Just like in the past with you-know-who. Haha. My guenathians, you should know who I am talking about right? Well, anyways. But we are not officially together yet. OKAY. I KNOW I KNOW. I WILL TELL YOU GUYS ALL ABOUT IT WHEN I MEET UP WITH YOU GUYS.

But I swear, I wanted to tell you guys. But not on msn or sms. I wanted to tell you guys face to face. And it's not I didn't go out with you guys because of him, I really am VERY BUSY! With all my homework and essays and projects and stuff. TOTALLY CRAZY.

Will meet up with you guys right after my exams. I PROMISE. Just tell me when you guys are free yeah?

the bunny who's very sorry,
and she got bumped again. dianed.

girlification

i went shopping with GUI today, and guess wat? she bought a bottle of black nail polish!
and she wanted to make it 'shiny shiny'!

gui's niang de los!

and she also spent a loooonnnggg time deciding on earrings to buy.

she's also fussy de hor!

yay! GUI finally girly-fied for prom. it's not a lot, but it's a start.
next time i can buy bling bling, short flirty skirts, and polka-dotted purses for her le!

haha! dream on, peiwen.
that should be ten years down the road?
haha.

by the way, someone's attached!
and she didnt tell us!
nice eh, someone?
boyfriend with the name of JUSTIN rite?
older than us.
come on, just spill the beans la!

mozzie was here.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Stressed=(

Thx ppl for all ur motivations.. okay..
It really did sort of keep me goin a little..

I noe i shouldnt lose hope.. BUT there is really limit things for me to do within tis 26 days...I know most of the teachers hvn lose hope in me so all e more i shouldnt give up...

I promise i will give my best shot for the A's but 2 to 3 grades jump for each sub is nt enuf... And it cant get me into a uni course i like...
I seriously think i should retain if i wan to get better grades...(hah.. Rivera scold me for keep thinking negatively)

oKay okay.. i will stop my negative tots & focus la...
Work hard gals...
I noe u all will definitely make it one la.Dun sooooo stress also k?
Take care & jia you!!!

guigui=)

Labels: Keep goin~~ there's no turning back...

Loves*

I LOVE MY GIRLS! Okay. I shan't talk to much since it's 6.51am in the morning and I am rushing to school. Haha. BETTER MUG HARD! Love you girls and the 13th dynasty!

Saturday, August 25, 2007

sharing my thoughts to ethel

i dun know wat the hell has happened, but i'm actually very sad.
ethel, although u said that there wasn't any reason, i still feel that somehow there is one.
i know you dun wan to say it out, and i won't force you to , but i just want to share my thoughts, since this blog is the only place where i can get my message across to you now.

i sensed that ur indifference is mostly directed to me. i dunno wat i've done that caused this.
maybe i was too engrossed in studying these days, that u felt weird around a less chatty me?
i really dun know.
i'm usually not very good at expressing my feelings out, and i tend to hide them more often than not. but i want you to know, that i really treasured our friendship. and i really hope that our friendship will not be affected especially since it's the last few months of school. we may not be able to meet up in the future as you may be studying overseas.

i hope we can talk things out. and that you can tell me wat exactly happened. i promise i'll listen. =)

mozzie

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Bball FAREWELL!!!

7th AUG- Bball Farewell

I muz really thx ALL my juniors & susan pear for making tis day a memorable one for me...

We started of wif treasure hunt thingy game... WE fought hard to find our clues...( stealing j1s things & threaten them to tell us e ans) But in e end dey stole ALL OUR HP!!!! Damn jian... haha...But i had lotsa fun really.. Den we had our friendly game till e sky is dark.... ( y SR dun wan to install some lights in e bball court??) It all ended so quickly la...

Den we went to our lao di fang & search for our treasure which is Duck!!!WE had our nasi lemak & e best part comes in after dinner...

Everyone of us received a token from Ms Rivera & Mr Hon...DAMN nice la..E emoing thingy begins when all e gifts exchanging session begins...

Here it goes,

Ah QIN gave a speech...She is e first to on her water tap la!!!!

She said:'' I hope it isnt too late for us, my gals'' WE started really late... It is only after camp, malaysia trip den we r bonded!!!

It's nv too late.. It is juz e begining of a new chapter!!

Ci Fang gave us each a decorated candle wif our name & no on it!! She gave us a note too...''we came from all different classes & it's very hard for us to meet up during lunch breaks to eat together..But we made it a pt to come dwn for trainings & treasure every moments we spent together''

Sarah GAVE E SAME THING AS ME CAN!! I swear i nv ask wat she is making la... I ONLY Get to noe it on tat day itself...A scapbook wif pics & notes of all e memories..I cried after reading can!!

Wendy ''THKs gals. from the bottom of my heart.Juz wanna says i'm really happy i made e right choice in coming sr.Thx u for those wonderful gifts.U guys made me love the game even more.Anyway i was in the taxi and i heard e song peng you on e radio. Wad a perfect timing right? well gd luck in evrything u do.I LOVE MY TEAM!! We may not b champions on court but we r winners at heart & spirit..SRJC team... WIN!!''

Eunice gave us all a small sock tat says'' 1 team 1game 1 goal''

Susan gave us a printed tile wif e full team pic on it & a note...

She said'' I'm very sry gals. ONLY REALISED HW MUCH I ACTUALLY LOVE THE TEAM WHEN EVRYTHING, EVERY PROCESS IS ALL IRREVERSIBLE. de fact tat i'm left all by myself will nv change. I'M V.SRY I DINT TREASURE U ALL.V SRY4 ALWAYS SKIPPING TRAINING, VSRY 4 ALL THE IMMATURE THINGS I DO, COMPLAINING & ALL.ITS TOO LATE NW BUT 1 THING FOR SURE TIS TEAM'07WILL ALWAYS B E TEAM I LOVE MOST N WILL NV FORGET EVERYONE OF U!!My TEAMMATES, RMB SUSAN IS WAITING 4U ALL AT SRJC BBALL COURT''

SUSAN PEAR!! U made me cried over & over again reading e msg... (Tears started to flow when trying to type tis part out)

MS RIVERA'' BELIEVING TAT A UNITED TEAM IS MORE IMPT DEN ANYTHING!!''

I made them all a scrapbook from pics took from e very 1st outing till today..I wrote all e flashbacks in ink...I did all tis thing till 4 am in e morning & oh great sch next day was like hell to me...I m sry for making some to cry when reading tat...

We ended all wif a team hug & a song '' PENG YOU''

8th AUG

Went out wif wenwen to watch secret.. DAMN nice... like e twist in e story...Dun mind watching again..Went back to sch for e concert...

DAMN NICE!!! Sat wif e ballers instead of guenathia(so sry)

We cheered for Rivera wen she dance!! ALL e LAST min BANNERS WERE HELD UP HIGH!! We all stand up & danced along... ''stand by me...'' LOVE TIS MAN!!!

Enjoyed watch all e performances esp when MDM WONG SANG!!! I Gt e urged to stand up & cheer for her...

KINDA surprise when Philip Tan came back!! He even sang a hokkien song tat reminds us of e malaysia trip...Thou i only noe 1 phrase... haha...

IN the END Mr TAn sang ai ou for e j1s & If we hold on together for j2s... The ballers stood up again & sang along... Tis time got a little emo alrdy... Ci fang cried...

Went for dinner after tat... Again i PS 2S13 again... REALLY REALLY SRY ABT IT!!! BUT I HAD LOTSA FUN WIF MY GALS!!! Playing wif e balloons, e food reminds us of e malaysia trip once again... REALLY MISS ALL TAT LA!!!

TO my ballers: I REALLY CHERISH EVERY SINGLE MOMENT SPENT WIF U GUYS!!! I BELIEVE EVERYTHING WILL NOT END TODAY BUT IT IS A NEW BEGINNING FOR ALL OF US!!! YES!! We may b from all different cls but wat brings us together is our passion for basketball.. We may hv started off rocky at 1st, but nth cannot b resolved...I believed tis tight bondings will nv stops here cuz we hv come so far to achieve it so the passion for e game will keep on burning forever...TIS IS E ONLY TEAM I FELT SOOOOO MUCH FOR IN MY ALL MY SPORTS CCA!!! 4 yrs of netball team bonding > 2 yrs of SRJC BBALL TEAM BONDINGS!!!

TO Guenathia: I m sry for always psing u all for my gals... U noe hw much i feel for them & u guys r equally impt to me.... It is really nt easy to find such close frens in this short 2 yrs & i cherish it alot... I m counted e most lucky one to hv brought guenathia into my life... ALL e encouragements u all gave me, b it during my competitions period( apples, bananas, sweet sweeeet love letters) , my KNS results... U PPL R E ONES TAT KEPT ME GOIN!! During my depression period without u al think i hv long gone commited suicide...

TO 2S13, Guenathia, ballers..

U guys made my choice in coming to SR worthwhile.... NO matter hw badly i fair for my exams, i still can tell everyONE TAT I DIDNT WASTED MY TIME AT ALL!!! Many persuaded me to leave sr & transfer to a poly instead...But now i m very glad tat i didnt heed their advices.. I noe it mayb too late for me to revise all e dun noes tat were compiled rite from jc1.. BUT nonetheless i will still tried my best cuz i noe i hv all ur supports...

hmmp... enuf of all e emoing alrdy....

it's 33o am alrdy...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY S'PORE!!!

no 13. guigui