sigh** today is such a sad day. although i don't want to admit it.

it's my dance instructor's farewell today. man. why does his contract have to end now? why? why does he have to go to japan in the holidays? why? why does that DAN have to come? why?

so many questions. no answers.

zip. zero. zilch.

yes, and there's the thing about failing the promotional exams, as everyone should well know about it by now. though my dance friends simply think i'm lying to them about having to retain.

well. hey friends. i REALLY got retained.

trust me. nobody is so crazy as to say they retain when they didn't.

i thought i wouldn't cry today.

but i did. i almost cried when mr ng was talking to me. well. it sounded like he's really concerned. so i was touched.

then i really cried when THAT bryan gave his farewell speech. man. he ALMOST cried. but he insisted that he's a man and cannot cry. that phrase "i'm a man" reminds me of my ah gong. but nevermind. since nobody is sr knows him. well. almost nobody. except huizhen and yong soon and maybe some others from band.

THEN i cried again. i mean. teared. didn't cry as much as when i cried for bryan. when i read wenwen's SHORT paragraph. haha.

so anyways. people. i'll be brave. i've endured so much of pain and hurt and crap... what's this little retainment gotta do to me? haha. ok. i know that's crap. i'm talking nonsense. lol.

but anyways. i'll always find my path out of sadness. so i just have to say this.

I LOVE EVERYONE!

and she got bumped again,
the bunny who got fell down and climbed up with the help of many beloved animals of hers.
and she wants to say. MUACKS!