boo!
been so long since i actually wrote an entry!
but hey, it's not my fault that my com doesnt likes me and has to spoil for 2 months rite?

june hols is finally here!
although i think it's more of a study break for us than a real holiday.
look, we need to go to school for 2 weeks, and we are ONLY left with 2 more weeks to study for nearly the whole syllabus.
not that i'm complaining, but 2 weeks is really not enough la!!
tutorials: nothing seems to go in much.
lectures: always feel sleepy.
haiz...
i wish we have summer holidays, like the students in western countries.
a summer holiday can be up to 3 months!
and that's just summer.
wonder whether they have spring, autumn and winter holiday?

actually, i'm really feeling scared le.
so little time, how is it possible to finish studying everything and do enough practice questions to score in just 150 days?
now, grades of A, B, and E can't even get into the uni. ( just read in the papers)
and my parents are not so rich to send me overseas.
and private unis are expensive.
where do i wan to go next time if my grades aren't fantastic?

u know wat? i really wish i have a talent.
in music, in art, in design, in dance, watever.
at least when academic-wise fails, there is the talented side to work on.
at least i will then be able to get in some college, any college.
i saw one of my seniors last saturday.
i know her O levels grades were really bad.
but then, she got into NAFA through music.
she's studying well and fine and studying something she loves at the same time.

and wat abt those without academic or talent?
they have to find a way to survive.

haiz, it sounds so pessimistic but it's true.

P.S: to felfel and tintin.
u need not worry abt com hanging anymore cos there is this new function that lets u save and write at the same time.


unmotivated and pessismistic,
Mozzie