i dun know wat the hell has happened, but i'm actually very sad.
ethel, although u said that there wasn't any reason, i still feel that somehow there is one.
i know you dun wan to say it out, and i won't force you to , but i just want to share my thoughts, since this blog is the only place where i can get my message across to you now.

i sensed that ur indifference is mostly directed to me. i dunno wat i've done that caused this.
maybe i was too engrossed in studying these days, that u felt weird around a less chatty me?
i really dun know.
i'm usually not very good at expressing my feelings out, and i tend to hide them more often than not. but i want you to know, that i really treasured our friendship. and i really hope that our friendship will not be affected especially since it's the last few months of school. we may not be able to meet up in the future as you may be studying overseas.

i hope we can talk things out. and that you can tell me wat exactly happened. i promise i'll listen. =)


mozzie